This blog is where I'll be posting my dreams. I hope to eventually analyze these dreams myself or get help with analyzing them via comments. I have vivid dreams every night but remembering them all depends on how I wake up. If I wake up abruptly, it's typically lost quickly. If I awake slowly, I can typically remember a lot. If the dream is confusing, it becomes difficult to put into words and gets lost easily as well. Sometimes I will post whatever I can remember, which may be lengthy or may be very short. Detailed and maybe not so detailed. Feel free to start from the beginning which starts on the last possible (oldest) page or start from the first page which begins with the newest dream.

Thanks for reading!

Multiple dreams, unremembered

Not sure how many dreams I had last night. As I have slept a heck of a lot since yesterday! Looks like pretty much all day Saturday until 9 something AM this morning. I was sick yesterday and I was awaking every hour or couple of hours though. I was awakening abruptly, so remembering many of them was too difficult. Though here is one:

A girl is summoned into the center of the room... gets told she could have had a different life or something/the one she wanted would have, if she'd chosen a path slightly left of the path she chose in life, when she was alive... I see an image of snow with paths/footprints and see the path she should have chosen slightly left of the path she did. I guess she is getting to choose all over again. I am not a character in the dream, mind you, just an observer.

Anime Jesus in the Blue Robe

I had another Asian themed dream. This time I was IN Japan... go figure! All I can recall at the moment is going up and down in an elevator, pressing 3 at some point. I was looking for some girl I knew. Then the elevator took me to a room with a bunch of students, not all were Asian, some were English speaking of random ethnicities. They were all at tables. However, for some reason I walked up to this one guy and asked him, "Do you speak English?" and he couldn't. I remember then being in a room with someone [or multiple people] and looking out the window saying I could see star clusters... which turned out to be just lights of the city but then went back to looking like star clusters in the sky. Then one of them turned into a satellite floating way too close to Earth because I was able to see that it was and tell the people I was with what I had seen. Then on a mountain outside the window, lights began to shine... and it formed on the side a huge figure of Jesus but he was done cutsie anime style! His robe was blue though!

I am not a fan of Asian culture (no offense to anyone) or Anime, like some people are. So, this is actually quite bizarre and strange in regards to myself. I also consider myself Pagan and what a figure of Jesus was doing in Japan is beyond me...

Through the Blue Gate

Here in this dream, I am stuck/trapped at a house in a bad section of town, it has something to do with my most recent ex. He lives there or something... but I never actually see him. I left or escaped... headed down the road he lived on, to the point when it becomes and extremely dangerous place, more so. I get to a point where there is a blue gate, gating off this dangerous road, from the not so "bad" neighborhood, although still "bad". I exit the blue gate than I run into two Asian girls [where the Asian theme in my dreams is coming from I don't know]... they are standing at an building a long the bad street, where I am also standing. I got there first or they did, not sure. They are stranded on this bad portion of road, car broken down and cellphones dead or broken. Their father is there... some man from the bad street makes his way over to us and tries to steal my purse. I start to panic because I have Valium in there and fear if it's stolen I will somehow get in trouble because it's in my prescription bottle. So, I think he says, "What is this?", pointing at the bottle in my purse... I say, "It's Lithium". He then tells me, in a lecturing way, that that stuff will kill me. He leaves, I may have angered him somehow because a bunch of tied together giant balloons come floating towards me and I just know they're going to explode, killing me. I do or did call the police at some point. I push the balloons away and they float towards someone else, I know I need to get them away from everyone. Somehow they are away from us and they do explode, with a force and a fire that would have killed.

There's a time lapse and the father takes me to a real Asian/possibly Chinese restaurant, we are at a long table. The dream focuses in on me eating my rice with chopsticks, very slowly because it's difficult, as I'd never used them before. Some other Asian man in the restaurant isn't too happy I am there, he thinks I do not belong because I am not Asian. Eventually everyone finishes and I'm not done, I look at my bowl of rice, but get up anyway to leave with everyone I was with.

One Room School House

I was wandering down Pearl 42 again and I was this little girl or I was overseeing a little Asian girl. There was a couple, American, who dropped her off at a little school house, elementary. She sat in the back right desk! She was too advanced for the work they were giving her, sheets of spelling words and penmanship. Although one problem on the paper I remember was something that does not make sense:

[some word/unknown] - 125 = [X]

The number may have been 45 but I believe very much that it was a three digit number. The little girl got stared at for being new. The one kid turned around from his desk and could see her, so my diagram is not exactly on point... since they could turn around and talk to each other. She then grabbed her purse and backpack, and asked to go to the bathroom, she had a plan to escape. Attached to this school was an bathroom but with no entrance from the school, just a door into it from the outside... so she walked to that building, in the dream I could see the door to the bathroom vividly [the detail is now gone]. She jumped the chain link fence of the neighboring home to the school, who had a horse, it was never seen in the dream, it was something just "known" it felt. She even hid from this man and then she traversed the acres of land behind far behind the school, the land went uphill to the school and it could be seen though, and the land was flatter down where she was. She then, maybe, tried to call home or someone on her cellphone she had to come get her.

                                              (Why blogger is shrinking my pictures is beyond me)

Pearl 42

I walked by a tree and thought I saw a fox on top of it, [it was kind of overhanging a house maybe], then I realized [or it changed to being] a bear. Then on the road In was on, I kept running into and seeing bears. Some getting too close for comfort. They were everywhere along this road. I went up and down said road, it was called Pearl Street 42, [I lived on a Pearl Street in real life but it has no number] which led to Tibbicks Wick Road, [in real life this is incorrect, the real road is also Tibbetts not Tibbicks-- IRL that is how I always wrongly pronounce it tho]. Tibbicks Wick had a miniature sidewalk meant for beavers, I saw one up ahead, walking along the walkway. I followed the sidewalk and saw it turn into a thing that went up with a ramp, it was up in the air. 

At the end of Pearl 42, at the end where in the dream it was more city like, there was a mailman on the side of the road passed out or hurt... as we were driving our RV passed him, we are way ahead now, but we stop to look back. We see him get up and we are close enough to hear him start talking, he is talking "crazy" talk, he's obviously mentally disturbed. I had wanted to help him when we saw him passed out and this changed nothing with him acting the way he was. Whomever was with me, the woman-- mother figure-- was afraid and wanted nothing to do with him, getting close to him or even really helping him. I mention calling 911 but no one with me cared to... they got into the RV and drove off. I stood with my cellphone with 911 on the other end... [there was a weird conversation here or a strangeness to what was going on with the operator but that part is gone]. I saw the RV make a left down a road. I walked by each road off the left of Pearl 42 but too see if I could catch them but they were too far gone or out of sight. I could not believe they just left. I went down to the city part of the street and went onto Robbins Ave, so I thought it was in the dream [but it wasn't]. I found a place to hide and dial 911 again... when I was hidden some men saw me and they were entering into the building entrance which was in where I was hiding. They were like a group, organization type group, so that's how they looked to me... maybe religious group. I then started walking up "Robbins Ave" where a mass of people were headed going somewhere, in the opposite direction as me. I walked against them... found another group of people who were rushing me to line up on the other side of the road, making me feel as if I were going to get in some sort of trouble if I didn't. This group of people had done something "wrong". They acted like I was involved. I crossed and lined up with them, then they started to head up the road intersecting with the one we were on... I got to a point where it was broken, caved in but still climbable to the other side but it looked treacherous... in my head I said like, "Hell no". I turned back around to see some girls sitting on a wall on the side of the road. I tried to climb up onto it but for the life of me could not. So, I head down the road towards the other road where there was a lawn on the other side of the wall. It sloped up though and I still could not get up, though it was not a difficult slope up... neither was the height of the wall too hard to climb up onto. 

{ At some point in the dream I was far up on Pearl 42 towards Tibbick which was very woodsy/forested, where I saw the bear}

Another Dream State Word and Day Sky Streak Nebula

Another word came to me in my sleep state, "mungjong". Then I fell asleep again, after writing it down, and I am not sure which dream came first because I have two scribed but they are illegible so I have to transcribe. I will put the two dreams in separate posts.

This dream starts with me going outside, I see a nebula streak down the sky, in the clouds outside a window, like an opening where it's visible [I rendered this as best I could with a photo editor, it doesn't even remotely begin to convey what I saw]. Some lady as I am outside trying to get to where I saw this in the sky... she grabs my hand and asks me if I have seen some rock. She acts like it is significant and I "have" to see it [I never got to see it]. Then I am in some house, I believe to be my dad's mother's house. I am worried about people finding out about the kitten I bought in [people in the household I guess]. I talk to my mom about her husband's cats. One has a strange name, it is a street name, with the word "road" or "street" in it's name. Then I am outside (??) looking for the nebula cloud again... the sky appears all drawn like a cartoon, colorful, posterized like colors of cartoonish things... [I have no images or any details of this]. I start having a "Jack the Pumpkin King" moment, I even think this in the dream, like, "What's this? What's this? I can't believe my eyes"... then I see two stray cats, they have notes with them, that make me think they were dropped of by some Christian group. I go secretly tell my mom I found more kittens.

Also, in the same dream or different dream, a foreign girl or just a pen pal was living with me in a dorm room or apartment room, it was one room. She leaves because of something I did. I then go to the bathroom, it's a public bathroom with showers, exactly like a dorm would have... and they asked me what happened between me and her because they somehow knew she left. Though I never told them. There was more, but it's gone now.

                                            (Crudely rendered image by me with photo editor)